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Thoughtful accidents

Monday, January 21st, 2008

I have been corresponding with my friend Jeff recently about the implications of this post from a little while ago. He brought up a good argument that in light of how the post was written makes a lot of sense. Essentially his contention came with my use of the the word thought, or rather the necessity of “thinking” in art. His reading of my words came down to me espousing the pre-thinking of a work through to its conclusion without variance. In this sense I wholeheartedly agree with him.

Because, he points out, the accidental or the “mistake” is one of the greatest elements of the creative process. When a plan for a work is set in motion and some rupture or other occurs that breaks the flow and redirects the work into another direction the artist must be able to respond to this situation or the work begins to falter. Not only do I think this is good, I think it necessary. At the same time it means thinking through the whole meaning of a work such that when those moments arise, the challenge can be met.

Thinking need not be an abstract intellectual pursuit either. I use the word thinking in a broad sense here as a reasoned awareness towards the work. After all, I have been violently accused of being unthinking in the past because of my belief in the importance of action before theory. Becasue theory must be grounded in practice. The former derived from the latter.

One of my favorite artists is John Cage whose work centers around the unknown, the accident. His works allows for accidents to occur within a clearly designed and well thought out framework. In so doing he allows for random ruptures to occur, while at the same time intelligently thinking through the entirety of the work.

Randomness is something I not only enjoy but encourage in my own process. Although much of my training had to do with figuring through every detail of a design, I like to construct my light plots such that there is a lot of flexibility in them. During the process for any play some preconceived notion is going to fail. It just happens. That is the nature of the work itself. By allowing for sufficient movement within a predetermined structure, when these moments inevitably happen, they can be responded to quickly and intelligently rather than causing the entire process to break down.

Making space for the inevitability of accidents allows a work to grow in response to its environment. It makes the whole thing dynamic and expansive in a very necessary way. How these allowances are made and what happens when accidents arise necessitates a strong visionary thinking artist to best craft the situation to enhance the work as a whole.

Free to choose

Thursday, January 17th, 2008

I had coffee with my friend Mark yesterday and we had a great chat about what it takes to be a lighting designer. Mark was a year a head of me at NYU and it was good to sit down and be able to go through everything that is going on for me in relation to my current questions about design and being a designer. Largely, his thinking was very much in line with my own and it was comforting to know these questions I currently find myself asking are pretty much par for the course in this crazy freelance design world.

There is a certain narrative that was driven into us in grad school. Essentially that came down to one’s design work and the “being a designer” as a kind of existential statement upon ones self. One IS a designer. As if the very core being is that of a designer rather than design being an activity one engages in, an attribute ascribed to ones being.

We talked of practicalities, things like how to manage a fluctuating flexible income. But of more import was looking at our relation, as people, to the work that we do. A question one mentor of mine always asks is “What kind of life do you want?” There are many paths one can take with regard to being a designer, or not. How do you want to live? It is important to refocus the question upon one’s larger self and to maintain some degree of distance from the work. To not get so bound up in it that there is nothing but the work. In essence, one must live.

It is so easy to get bound up in the work to the point that this reflection never happens. But it is important to engage in it. To realize that the self and the work are two different things. That I could walk away from it and not suffer some existential loss. Rather it would just be change. And change can be good.

Doing projects because I want to rather than “need to” has been an important realization for me. It has an amazingly freeing quality to it. Taking on those projects that are interesting to me rather than everything that can fit into my calendar makes the whole process feel a lot more sane. Rediscovering for myself why I do lighting design and what I want out of life is a wonderful feeling. Rather than the sense that it is a closed statement, it now feels like an open question. So much can happen. And that is wonderful!


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