Archive for June, 2009

Freelancing and the Abundance Mentality

Friday, June 12th, 2009

I have been thinking a lot about how I relate to my Lighting Design work recently. I am talking not about the aesthetics of the work, but rather the business model I operate under. When I was in graduate school I took out a (relatively) small loan to supplement my scholarship. I did this as a means of using money to leverage my opportunities by making it possible to purchase the most up to date drafting technologies, seeing the latest plays, operas, dances and so forth. My education was greatly enriched by that opportunity I gave to myself.

Over time however, that leverage became a burden. Despite the fact that I kept diligently paying off the loans, my attitude towards them shifted over time. The benefits I had garnered from the money were still present in my work and experience, yet I saw the loans as a drag on my earning. Without the immediacy of the experience, the focus shifted to the debt incurred in that action. My mentality towards work, again speaking strictly at a business level, went from generating income to paying off debt. While paying off debts is a good thing, I found that having that be the focus of earning money limits potential.

When I relocated to the Bay Area over six months ago I reached out to all the designers and directors I knew to get a sense of the landscape. One designer in particular stood out. This person told me, in no uncertain terms that there was quite simply not enough work to go around. The subtext being, why don’t you go back where you came from and leave the scraps to the rest of us. His response bordered on outrage and was quite surprising. Because this was one of my first encounters with a designer out here, his perspective colored my vision and everywhere I looked I kept seeing that scarcity.

In fact, the scarcity mentality that this designer was operating under was very likely the cause of his not finding enough work to be satisfied. The scarcity mentality is very closely related to that same idea of working to pay off debt rather than working to build wealth. Not too long ago I came to the realization that this way of going about the world was not only unproductive, it was counter productive. By focusing on paying off debt and looking out with a scarcity mentality I was unconsciously limiting my potential market.

What I have found myself doing lately is shifting my perspective from a debt oriented view to a wealth oriented view. In short, a shift from a scarcity mentality to an abundance mentality. The economy may be way down, we know this, but people are still hiring. Companies are still producing and lights still need to be designed.

Greed is the logical outcome of the scarcity mentality. Or perhaps the scarcity mentality is a product of greed. It is a hoarding tendency born from the fear of not enough. Many people want to earn high incomes not because of a desire for a better life per se, but out of a fear of not having enough. This may seem like the same thing, yet in fact they are diametrically opposed points of view. Those who want to earn high incomes out of fear, tend to be laden with debt, broke at the end of the month, and constantly worried about how they will pay their bills, regardless of their income level. Those who embrace an abundance mentality tend to have more than enough for themselves to live the life they want.

What I am interested in and what I am speaking to here is expanding the pie. I am no longer interested in seeking out scarcity and eeking out an existence to pay off debt. Rather I am interested in generating value and wealth to raise the quality of life for the people around me. Be that through creating beauty, donating to charity or taking a friend out to dinner. The scarcity mentality has for too long held me and my loved ones back. From experience I know that embracing an abundance mindset is the first step towards generating true wealth. The days of scarcity are over.

Standing in the knowledge that there is enough work has in the past, and I am confident will in the future, create that reality. Our world is shaped by our perceptions and only through a fundamental structuring of our outlook towards abundance, comfort and peace of mind can we truly create those things for us and our loved ones in our lives.

New Blog Site

Wednesday, June 10th, 2009

I have transferred my blog over to a wordpress style blog hosted on my own server. The new blog can be found at http://www.lucaskrech.com/blog. I installed a plug-in to crosspost to livejournal so for those of you who read via LJ or the LJ’s RSS feed you do not have to change any settings. However, comments are disabled on the cloned posts, so if you want to engage in the discussion you should switch your RSS settings to point to the new blog.

If anyone is interested in how to transfer an LJ to WordPress drop me a line as this process turned out to be more difficult than I had originally imagined.

Thank you for reading.

Lighting the Dance – At home and away

Monday, June 8th, 2009

Plays share a lot in common with novels. They are character driven long-form storytelling. Designing for dance differs greatly from theatrical works. If theatre is like a novel, then dance is like a poem. In fact, the poetry of dance has led some people to speak of it as the the very quintessence of performance. Lighting dance is very much like composing a poem. One must be incredibly attuned to each and every choice as the slightest misstep will throw the whole thing off.

The first real modern theory of dance lighting was developed by Jean Rosenthal and then further advanced by Tom Skelton in his The Handbook for Dance Stagecraft. Numerous designers since have provided their own changes, elaborations or theories of their own to the world of dance lighting.

One of the central issues surrounding lighting dance is the tension between the home season and the tour. Most to all major dance companies make their money through national and international touring. They will have a “home season” in whatever city they are based in and then go on tour for several weeks to several months with a repertory of old and new pieces. The home season is often the time where new pieces are premiered before they go on the road.

One of the major challenges of dance lighting is dealing with the tour. One must construct a design that is simple and flexible enough that it can be recreated in any venue the company might encounter. At the same time, the design must be true to the uniqueness and individuality of the specific piece at hand.

Theatre and dance are both about storytelling. Both deal with the vicissitudes of human emotion. Both are art forms that take place live over time. Dance differs greatly from a play in one major, and I would hope obvious regard. While lighting a play is about dialogue, lighting dance is about movement. In a play an actor might stand down stage left and deliver a soliloquy only to be joined by another performer wherein the two meet midstage center to discuss various matters.

Dance on the other hand engages much more directly with space as a volumous object. The duet begins way upstage in stillness, they slowly begin to make their way downstage only to break off into wide sweeping movement around the very edges of the stage. Here, each movement phrase is like its own dialogue, its own soliloquy. Perhaps the stillness demands one kind of lighting while the sweeping runs demand another.

Lighting Antony Tudor’s Lilac Garden demands a very different visual sensibility than lighting Victor Kabaniaev’s choreography in Dracul. Yet they both demand a poetic heart to render the lighting in a manner appropriate to the piece.

In no other performative medium is the tie between performer and designer so strong as in in dance. The clothes of an actor come close but do not exhibit so fully and completely a whole relationship as that of the dancer and their light. For the light of dance is not merely illumination, it is setting too. But far from it being divorced from the performer it is setting as psychological space, the internal world made manifest. As such the lighting in dance is as much costume as anything else. The relationship between dancer and light is perhaps equalled only by that of dancer and music. A desperately intimate relationship that calls the audience to watch in voyeuristic silence.

Dance is a direct expression of the human soul. As such, the lighting must be treated with the care and respect that such intimacy and vulnerability deserve. Remembering Jean Rosenthal’s words might get us close to this idea: “Dancers live in light, like fish live in water.”

New Posting Schedule

Friday, June 5th, 2009

I have been thinking for quite some time now about how to structure my blog in a way that really works for me. Upon rather serious thinking and brainstorming I realized that a major problem for me was a fundamental lack of structure. I would post whenever I felt like it. This was great for keeping the pressure off, but not so good for keeping the writing going. While I would at times post several articles a day, I would also go days, weeks and sometimes months without any substantive posts.

In the interest of bringing a more disciplined and professional tone to my blog I have decided to embark on a regular posting schedule. Until further notice I will be doing twice weekly postings. On Mondays I will post on theory. This will cover matters of aesthetics ranging from my more abstracted conceptual works to the practicalities of how sidelight works. The second post will be on Fridays and it will contain matters of a more business oriented nature. This will include anything from taxes and savings to advertising and networking as a freelancer.

Because the work of lighting design truly encompasses these two very disparate things, I feel it is important to bring them to this forum with equal weight. My intent with this new posting policy is to bring my readers content that they will find useful and ideas that will be engaging or thought provoking.

The original intent of this blog was to engage in dialogue about art, design, lighting, freelancing and so forth. I would encourage any of you who read this blog regularly to contact me either by email or in comments and let me know if there are any topics you would be particularly interested in having me cover here.

Thank you for reading.

Texture, angle and the curse of open spaces

Tuesday, June 2nd, 2009

I often find myself designing the same show twice. No I am not talking about being hired by two different producers for the same play, I am talking about lighting in spaces that have a lower orchestra level roughly in line with the stage and a balcony (or two) that is much higher up and thus a very different angle from and view of the stage.

I have sat through far too many shows in the balcony where the lighting designer had essentially forgotten anyone was not sitting in the prime orchestra level. These shows had houses where the lovely light through the trees miraculously did not light the roof of the house. Where, in fact, the sun itself did not light the roof of, say, the house or upstage of a large piece of scenery. Sure, lighting for the critics who sit in these prime seats is a good idea, but to ignore half to more of your audience is insensitive at best. The experience will never be the same for the people sitting in these respective seats. The viewing angle is different, one is closer than the other, etc. However, while not the same, they can and should be equally interesting and engaging experiences for the audience.

Many shows, once you get up into the balcony levels, immediately become wide open blank spaces of boring dull color. This is because too often the lighting designer ignores the floor as a potential canvass. It is interesting that a designer who will spend countless hours designing a sky that will only be seen by a minority of patrons seated in the orchestra misses an amazing opportunity to provide an equally powerful experience to the rest of the audience.

If the sky is the background for the orchestra, the floor is the background for the balconies. There is nothing incredibly special about how floors need to be treated. The fundamental problem is that they are too often simply ignored. The same or similar techniques apply to floors as apply to skies. Color serves as a major component of the tool box available. On equal or greater footing is texture. Patterns, as well as areas of light and dark, become critical to the visual storytelling necessary to give a satisfactory experience to the balcony audience.

A well designed floor is very much like a well designed sky. It furthers the storytelling and heightens or reveals otherwise hidden aspects of the performance. This may be most obvious in a musical, but the same rule applies to dramatic works as well. Perhaps the lighting on the floor is not textured, but then the use of strong and dramatic areas of light and dark may be employed. Perhaps strong shafts of light cutting across the stage are cast. Perhaps pools of light that contain word and action tightly bound.

What the balconies do not have access to is a lot of the sculptural work designers enjoy doing on the performers. Because of the relative angle of viewer and performer, the subtlety and nuance of angle changes often gets lost. What replaces this is the use of shadows. Too often I find a muddy and unclear use of shadows. Again, this is a product of designing for the orchestra, without concern for the balconies. Having a clear and clean vision of where the performer’s shadows will land helps to give a more valuable experience to the balcony audience.

This kind of floor work is very strong among German opera designers and European designers in general. More often than not I find the work of these designers to be as much or more about shadow as it is about light. This is in sharp distinction to much of American design where the emphasis is on the light. Even shadows are treated with some faint light or color as though exploring pure darkness were too frightening a proposition.

By clearly using shadows, one is also making strong choices in key lighting scenes and performers. I find far too many designers and/or directors and choreographers who are afraid of exploring darkness. Who are afraid of shadow. But embracing shadow leads to a stronger visual image. This is true not only for those seated in the balconies but those in the orchestra as well. In my experience, the more one balances these two seemingly competing demands, the more each one is strengthened.

In the end, by taking into account the visual needs of the whole audience, the designer is giving a better and more enriching experience to the whole audience. Providing the best possible work to the audience necessitates this kind of holistic design approach. One must ensure that no aspect of the work is left unattended. The floor is a critical design element from the scenic perspective and must be treated as such from lighting designers as well.


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